Re-reading this and my heart breaks a little :( Gaaaad, what happened? t’was like yesterday, we were so happy and look at us now? We’re not even talking to each other. It makes me sad, man. I just didn’t lose someone special but I’ve lost one of the greatest friend I’ve ever had. Damn, I’m starting to regret falling for you cause it cost us our friendship. I still hope that we could work things out between us though. Maybe not as lovers or whatever we had but atleast as friends cause I honestly I missed you so much! I miss talking to you. I miss laughing at your jokes and I miss being all sarcastic with you. I just simply miss you :( Ohmy this all sad and shit now. Uggggh, I know you will never be able to read this. But, I just want you to know that everything I’ve said and done was real. I really did love you. And i guess, I still do. It hurts me that you’re ignoring and not to talking to me anymore. They’re still that pinch I feel everytime I see you so happy because it makes me feel how easy it is for you to moved on or let things go between us. It makes me think maybe it was not real for you. Anyways, thank you for everything. Thank you for making me feel loved. Thank you for making me feel special. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for making appreciate things. I love you and I miss you.